A mournful ballad that captures a raw, painful struggle with spiritual abandonment, despair and anger towards God during a prolonged trial. This dark period ultimately ends in a powerful turning point when Christ breaks the silence, revealing His sovereign presence, turning my Swan Song into a cry of victory through His Grace.

“Why?” is the first song I wrote during the suffering and isolation of the Covid lockdown. Simple, plaintive, and less than 2 minutes long, it presents a series of profound questions I directed personally to God as I wondered at the mystery of his love for me.